Jason’s birthday “surprise”

Had a birthday “surprise” at TGIF, Pavilion yesterday!

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Am I?

What do you think?

Sometimes i think that i’m not a good friend..

Am I a bad friend, honestly!

Perhaps i deserved this..

Maybe this is the fate of my life..

For me, losing a best friend is like losing a part of me..

There is nothing better than a best friend..

We can laugh and play hard together..

Tease each other like crazy..

That’s what makes us best friends..

Perhaps i made a mistake in my life..

But no matter what, i will never let go the friendship and keep fighting and holding on..

I really hope i will not lose any friends..

Not even one..

No matter how bad is my friend, i will still treat him/her as my friend..

It’s just matters of close or just basic friend..

I really hope everything will be back to normal as usual..

Finger crossed!

Haiz..Haiz…and Haiz..

Here it happen again..

I have no rights to control it..

That’s why i just keep to myself..

Here is share it in my blog..

When i am too close to a friend, and the friend has a partner, i will tend to feel jealous and envy..

During every outing, i can’t get too close like the time when the partner is not around..

I enjoy having a friend that is so close and can really play and make fun..

Although in me, i have the word “HATE” on the partner, but i try my best not to because both are my friends..

I know i should not think like this..

It is so inappropriate and stupid..

But the jealousy and envy feeling just happen in a sudden..

Especially during outings when you see them together so loving and you just walk alone like nobody’s business..

I don’t blame my friend or the partner because it’s not their fault..

GOD make them as a couple for a reason..

Actually i envy is not because my friend has a partner, it’s just that when the partner is here, i can’t play hard and have fun like crazy!!

That’s the time when “emo mood” strike me!!

And i really have no mood for anything, no even shopping, food or fun..

That’s why sometimes i try to avoid if i can..

It’s better i stay home and just let them carry on with the outing with others..

New beginning ^^

It’s been a week in INTI Subang Jaya..

Finally got a new friend doing the same course as me..

INTI is sort of fun..

Lecturers are friendly, hilarious and crazy (some)..

Every lecturer always emphasize on one thing..

“This course is VERY TOUGH..it’s made to be tough for students to maintain their standard” – by UOW-INTI Lecturers

Actually they are not to scare us but just telling the truth..

It’s because of quality of the graduates, University of Wollongong, Australia made the course tough and maybe for me i should say “challenging”..

I have enrolled into this program and i will take this challenge and face it!!

To all my secondary school friends, AUSMAT friends, let’s work hard together in our respective degree courses and have a bright future ahead!!

ALL THE BEST ^^

What happen on Valentine’s Day?

Had a long chat with my mum on Valentine’s Day night..

Almost 1 and a half hour..

Didn’t wanted to end the call till my phone ran out of battery..

This is what happen in the call..

Me : You didn't go out tonight?
Mum : No. I came home late. Why?
Me : I thought you will go out mah.
Mum : With who?
Me : DAD LAH!!..ITS VALENTINE'S DAY XD
Mum : You think dad will go out celebrate Valentine's Day meh?
Me : Don't know. Maybe. *i know dad is not a romantic person*
Mum : Maybe he don't even know today is Valentine's Day.
Me : HAHA. Ya true also. *Laugh with mum*
Mum : You didn't go out meh?
Me : I am still single =.="
Mum : Ooh okay.

My mum trying to test me whether im single or not..

Anyway, there is no secrets because im really is single ^^

I enjoy being single..FREEDOM + RIGHTS + PEACE (don’t take this seriously,it’s just my opinion)

Valentine’s Day

Valentine’s Day is just another day for me..

Nothing special or interesting for me..

Cause im single ^^

And I can have one more year of fun being single. Haha..

Happy Valentine’s Day to all my friends out there..

Guys, remember to treat you girlfriend something good!!..Good Luck..

CNY?..Haiz

Chinese New Year should be happy..

I am happy this morning…

But once im back home and sadness strikes again..

The memories of the past..

I thought chatting with a friend would be a way to make me happy..

Sadly it makes me worst..

Cry on the first day of Chinese New Year…

It’s really heartbreaking..

I expecting something from a friend that will make me happy..

But the reality is not what i expected..

Is it wrong to have a friend who is close?

Have i made a mistake again in my life?

Why does this happen?

I feel myself so stupid, naive, sensitive and think too much..

I admit my character has no different with rubbish dump..

Im just useless..

Don’t even know how to control my emotions from time to time..

I thought having a friend like you could be a good listener and good advisor..

Think i should not depend on you so much..

Although i have a crush on you but that don’t change anything..

Your current love is still the most powerful one..

Crush?..so what?…who cares?…

Only the stupid one like me cares and expect so much…